"Something" or what I like to think is God keeps bringing adoption into my heart..
Especially this past week... all I keep thinking about is wanting to give up trying to conceive our own biological child and just go for adoption.
I know probably most of you are thinking..."how the heck are they going to afford that?" If we adopt through my tribe (or another tribe) basically all you pay is legal fees, finger printing and background check... could be as little as a few hundred dollars or a few grand...Of course we would still have to pass a home study just like in a "normal" adoption.
Of course Danny and I talked about this in length and he knows how heartbroken I get every single month that we dont get good news... and all the stuff I'm putting into my body in order to help us conceive and he knows about the damage it could be doing to my already compromised reproductive system.
Things for us are finally starting to take a turn for the better and we're getting our lives together to start a family... weather I actually do get pregnant or we adopt...
We will be able to provide a child with a stable and loving home... thats all thats important